December 2011
First batch of friends flew off today. And even though I’m not exactly very close to them, it finally hit me while watching them walk into the departure area that everyone is flying off within a month’s time.
Still sad, but I’ve come to terms with it. There is only so much I can ask for.
A Christmas Like No Other
Christmas, a season for giving.. one that is filled with joy and happiness. Ironically, this is probably the first Christmas that I actually bawled my eyes out (alone, of course) cause even though I had a really great evening celebrating Christmas with my closest, dearest friends from school, I had this indescribable sinking feeling somewhere within me that I couldn’t shut out.
Tonight was...
Thoughts
Had a conversation over dinner with R last night and after talking to him I realised that everyone, at some point in time, would get their hearts broken. Its like a shared experience or something… a part of growing up and it made me realise that maybe I’m not that alone after all. I guess having wake up calls like these may be healthy, but like what he’ve said, dragging and not...
This indescribable anger that overwhelms me...
… when it struck me that friends should not be hurting each other, instead sticking by through all the problems. Its funny when the closest people are the ones making you miserable cause they get too complacent about how fragile some relationships are, especially when it comes to the one of ours.
Funny how everyone thought we were close. I thought so too. Then I realised probably not. Its...
As the days draw closer I can’t help but feel afraid… afraid that once everyone leaves I would really end up as what they said…
Forever alone.
HK
2nd night in Hong Kong and I’ve kinda got accustomed to the weather… or maybe its just not so cold today. According to the news, the temperature dropped to 9 degree celsius last night. No wonder I had to switch on the aircon to make the room warmer, ironically.
Being in Hong Kong is unlike other holidays with my family… well mostly cause my days spent here for holiday could...
Reflection
Its funny how at the end of the semester when you finally have the time, and energy, to look back and reflect over what happened the past few months, you realise that so many things have changed. Even though most of them are minute changes, some of them actually made a difference to your life.
Its funny how I’m even talking in a third person perspective, when I’m talking about my...
I have this amazing ability of losing my friends, especially the ones that I thought I was closer to.
And sometimes I really don’t know if its me or them.
Watchfamoose:
ellliot:
pratfall:
fuckred:
OH NO IS HE DEAD
same
is it bad that i laughed so hard?
i hope he’s okay :’c
but omfg
i M CRY IGN DHGDFHGDFHGFDH
